Your Own Conscience

Your Conscience is: Your Twin, Spiritual Double, Spiritual Ego, Alter Ego,
True Self,

Luminous Self, Inner Self, Inner Child, Spiritual Other Half, Form Idea, What You Are Searching For, Spiritual Reunification, Individuation,

Ascension And Union With Your Higher Self, The Robe Of Light,

The Garment of Light, The Tunnel Of White Light, What You Are Looking For, Real Self, Higher Self, Following Your Heart, Religious Conscience,

The Conscience That Bothers You, Finding Your Self,

Finding Your Calling, To Thine Own Self Be True, Know Thyself



Humans are emanated or spiritually created beings. God first

emanated Barbelo, creating without a partner. Then God emanated

Christ the Son with Barbelo. Christ's partner Mind was emanated and

they together emanated Adam and Eve the first spiritual Humans.

This is according to The Apocryphon of John.


In the Mandaean Liturgies for the Dead we read the standard

formula: I go to meet my image and my image comes to meet me:

it caresses and embraces me as if I were returning from captivity

(like the prodigal son or daughter).


This occurs after death with the release of the body and psyche or

natural mind or during life by a process of consciously dying or

detaching from the emphemeral, unlasting body, lower psyche (as

opposed to the higher Mind Nous and spiritual being Pneuma) and

physical world.


This conception is derived from a Zend Avesta

(the canon of the Persian Gnostic religion of Zoroastrianism)

doctrine according to which after the death of a believer ''His own

religious conscience in the form of a fair maiden appears to his soul

and replies to its question as to who she is,


      I am, O youth of good thoughts, good words, good deeds, good

conscience, none other than thine own personal conscience... Thou

hast loved me... in this sublimity, goodness, beauty . . . in which I

now appear unto thee. Hadokht Nask 2. 9 ff


Or thine own personal Higher Self i.e. conscience.



Our most important relationship is to our Higher Self which is the spiritual part of your lower self in a material body. The Higher Self is your anchor in the spiritual realm or pleroma.


Your spiritual partner is also your paired higher spiritual self. Our conscience that bothers us sometimes or whispers advice is our higher self or conscience helping us from above. If you are male on the earth the still, small voice can be feminine meaning it is the higher self of your spiritual twin. She or He is another aspect of you, your mirror image, your Divine twin. Your higher self is both male and female since you are one with him or her.


The being of Light that you meet at death or near death or ascension is your higher Self. The tunnel and the white light at the end of it is your Higher Self.


Everyone has their anchor or true form in the spirit realm.


Other names for your spiritual mate are:

Adam's Eve and Eve's Adam,  Spiritual Consort,

Life Partner, Anima-Animus, Real Soul or Pneuma Mate,

Spiritual Soul Mate, Spiritual Partner and he/she is always,

already with you.



Every human is emanated as a pair like Adamas and Eve, according to the Apocryphon of John, one of the most respected Gnostic scriptures found at Nag Hammadi. 


Being human means male and female and not just a human single person. In reality there are no single humans because everyone has a paired consort of the opposite gender.


You now have, and always have had, your match made in Heaven by God and you can hear them now in this life and will eventually be reunited with them when you leave the earth and travel on the greatest journey of your life, which is your journey to meet your Spirit Mate, and Christ and God.


So why all the crying and fighting with your so called partner in humanity? We already have a Divinely given partner. Why search outwardly when they are within you as your conscience and inner voice?


Could your true twin be on earth? I doubt this because like Adamas and Eve, the temptation was too great to procreate physical beings, (not Emanated Spirits) into the ignorant level of material existence and so God in His Omnipotent Wisdom would not allow two human paired couples to incarnate together.


Although, Yaldabaoth would want this and may have paired them in order to ensnare them on earth.


We are all already Married, in reality born married to our consort-opposite like Adamas and Eve. To find a marriage partner to procreate children on the earth is following the way of the world, which was born in ignorance.


Most sages and prophets avoided getting married and having children in order to follow the Spirit. A companion on earth is an option but not for procreation, rather for recreation and upliftment.


Our desire to see our children is inherently correct but to emanate a human offspring is different than a carnal birth on earth.


Those who want to concentrate their creative energies for doing good works, remain unmarried, while some are called to having children within the legal marriage contract in order to liberate them from ignorance.


There is also the adoption of unwanted human children similar to what some Essene communities did to keep their member numbers up.


All of these ways are in essence working with Christ for the liberation of Humans from the material world and to return them to the Heaven or Pleroma, full Spirit realm.


Only God is Perfect, Not needing another, or partner, and Light or Enlightenment and Completely and Absolutely Good. Thus no human person is completely Good like God, nor completely Light or EnLightened like God.


Falling in love and being in the bliss of love is a precursor experience to meeting your Real Beloved Partner in Heaven.


On earth it usually fades after time, after the intensity of the physical, sexual and psychic attraction dies down over time, since it is a love based on the senses, the psyche or lower ego-mental level, materiality and on time.


It is not the happy ever after, Real, True Love of our Original God Emanated Human Consort, which can be felt and heard as our conscience and still, small voice within.








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